Arrangement

19 June 2009,another bad day for me.

This is the day where the UPU application result released,which u will know the university and course being offered.

The result was officially released on 12 pm sharp,however I have had been worried for whole night before the day and caused me unable to sleep well.

Thinking that it will bright up my future and my dream,I patiently waiting in front on the monitor screen with well access to UPU website,just waiting for them to allow for result checking.I had a dream of entering Medicine course in Malaysia's oldest and historical university,Universiti Malaya,which I believed many applicants had the same dream oso.

I had put my best hope on UPU result,thinking that it will cheer me up,since the so called Apex University had rejected me without reason,which made me so angry and frustrated.

And thinking that the effort that I had put on for 2 years in my pre uiversity life,just aiming to enter the best local public university I can.

Of course honestly speaking,my favorite place of pursuing my medical education would be Australia,which I was so adored with jumping kangaroos,boost me up to study harder in order to achieved my real dream.With addition that the study environment is quite condusive and motivative,but it doesn't mean that I do not like Malaysia,I love Malaysia so much,as much as my Australia kangaroo.Malaysia boleh.

However back to reality,it still appeared as a dream,because for these few years,it was not likely for me to visit or study at Australia. I failed to secure JPA oversea undergraduate scholarship due my not really satisfying performance in SPM.I understood.Therefore I wolud like to opt to Malaysia's so called challenging examination that is STPM for my pre university studies.

Back to the exciting time,finally I knew my UPU application result,of course initially I was quite delightful because I was successfully being offed with Medicine course,however thing does not ends here,when I checked further on my university offered,oh my gosh..............................................................................................

It was UNIMAS,also known as Universiti Malaysia Sarawak,the code is WM00,W means that I need a pair of wings,indicating that I need to take airplane to travel there.Unbelievable.I was stunned,maybe u will say that u should be glad being offered,yes u are right.

But ........it doesn't satisfy me,thinking that my performance in STPM was considerably good,at least should be offered with Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia (UKM).

Looks like UPU does not fulfilled my single and simple dream,which I would satisfy that I pursued my medicine course in UM,even though I cannot make it in my wonderful Australia.

I can't do anything other than accepting the offer,I calm down and think again.Maybe there will be surprise for me and even more challenges.Just like I thought that STPM was quite challenging and go through it happily.

Life does not easily end up with hopeless.There are still chances.Maybe I could choose Australia for my 4th year elective posting,if cannot,then I may go for my master or specialist study,looking at jumping kangaroos made me so excited and relieve my stress.

Now I was in UNIMAS for a few months,yet still finding ways to adapt and settle down.Wherever I study,just put my best effort and I believed that I will never be disappointed.

The roots of education are bitter,but the fruit is sweet.

Thanks for reading............these were my real feelings which I would like to voice out from long time ago..............I still a Malaysian and therefore I love Malaysia..................................................