My voice of heart

Now I am still adapting to brand new UNIMAS university life,which I never experienced before,compared to those my coursemates from local MOE matriculation.For them they were totally get used of it.

My pre university life was almost like secondary school life,or maybe I should said that it is totally the same.

Recalling 15 May 2007,the day I registered to KSAH (Kolej Sultan Abdul Hamid) , my previous form 6 school.By settling my mind well to be ready to face the great challenging time for 1 and half year time,I considered my STPM (Sijil Tinggi Pelajaran Malaysia, a.k.a. Malaysia High School Certificate) life quite hostile and fantastic.

I have plenty of time for preparation for STPM,even though people always think that STPM has a great study and work loads.It is true about the heavy load of STPM, no wonder many people refrain and try to avoid attempting STPM. Haiz.....

Actually in order to excel in STPM,the key is study hard and study smart.while I considered myself as study smart,in fact I rarely study for long time during my Form 6 times,most of times I apply correct method of study which I always proud of.

This is because my STPM result had shown that my unique study methods (actually not really my own creation, I was getting ideas of combating STPM via STPM 2006 high achievers whose were interview by local newspapers, and I had cut those articles down, trying to formulate my own methods unique to myself based on their experiences) which do really works, Hooray.....

But now in MD programme or Medicine course in UNIMAS does not permit me to be study smart anymore,the timetable is more prone or beneficial to those like to study hard,which I was not under that category,so sadddddd...............=(

What should I do?

I really feel hopeless,even though I listen to my favourite Lee Hom / 王力宏's songs to ease myself from stress,yet I still find it difficult to adapt to the tightly so called "good timetable" by Dean.

The only way to help me to endure and struggle through is by uphold of my idol Master Bruce Lee's principles and philosophies.

Now I felt like spiritless,losing all my directions,recalling that I had struggled and well determined since Form 4 just to study Medicine,now I was not really sure about my study strategies,seeing that all my previous study methods were ineffective now,I was totally depressed and sad.

During my pre university time,my glory could be achieved due to my own created unique study methods,but totally useless or non applicable in university time,particularly my favourite medicine course.

I was find myself hardly to bare with the stressful life,which I never go through,I was green on experiencing university life,feeling that I was lacking of support,of course my family members always support me,however I lost the motivation to proceed.

I really interested to study Medicine,but I was still not well equipped with good mentality and perception as well as study strategies which being vital keys to strive for the success.

Recently my performance in End of Block 1 examination and Block 2 quiz 1 do not go well,which kept on disappointing me.

But no matter what, I always remember chorus from "The Legend of Bruce Lee" theme song that is "You will never surrender"

That word always reflected and appeared in my mind

Therefore I will never give up.

Keep my hard work.........

I am Magnum万能001 ，"Nothing is impossible, Impossible is nothing" , I always believe on this...............