Friday, October 16, 2009

After SPM 4 : Choosing other option

So now I am so sure that I did not get PSD offer , my dream to Australia had broken.

Meanwhile I still do not give up , because I always believe there is hope behind every event.

And I also believe that my religion belief aids me in making decision , and every decision I made should be appropriate. Well I really agree with it.

Honestly speaking , due to financial problem , surely I would prefer those study options with minimal costs or surely wished to be sponsored.haha.

So my 3 options are :
1.PSD foreign university scholarship which being everyone's favourite.
2.It would be local MOE matriculation which narrow down ur duration of study
3.Lastly would be STPM , which most SPM leavers do not favor it.

While my 1st option had been failed , then the remaining will be 2nd and 3rd only............

Of course I did applied local MOE matriculation during end of my Form 5 time , since it is the pre-requisite to obtain a seat.

But once again.....................

When I checked my matriculation application result via Internet , the monitor displayed:

"Dukacitanya dimaklumkan bahawa permohonan anda tidak berjaya"

Oh my gosh...........................

Alright, initially I felt so sad , but I was forgotten to mention that I mixed with some STPM leavers very frequently during my holiday when I worked at supermarket as cashier. So undeniably they had instilled me with benefits of STPM.

I was so fascinated after being nurtured by them , thinking that: STPM is so challenging man.Sounds great. Perhaps I should give a try........

May 2007, I claimed my Form 6 offer letter at my old school as all eligible SPM leavers will automatically get the seat for Form 6.

And at the same time , my friend whose got almost same result as I do persuaded me to appeal for matriculation , telling me that STPM will waste ur time , since it takes 2 years for completion and there is no guarantee for scoring 4 Flat. Yes, as far as I know , most people thought that it is difficult to get CGPA 4.00 for STPM compared to local matriculation.

But I never forget about the newspapers that I read on 15 March 2007 , the day when STPM 2006 results released. And I saw the success of my previous school senior , which scored 4.00 in STPM , Wow , so great he was. At that moment I had imagined myself getting the same result 2 years after. Surely the feeling is so excited.

And therefore I gave up chance to appeal for local matriculation , instead choosing STPM as my next pathway.

Realising that STPM is not easy , I prepared myself early even before school registration starts.

AND my journey in STPM begins...................

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