11 November 2011 --> 111111, the day with all same digit and started with 1, such a sweet date to be remembered, and as well reminded myself that I grew older that day.
I came out from my mother's womb 22 years ago, coincide that the combination of my birth month and date summed up. Being away from my home made me realized that how important a family is, and seeing delivery of babies made me realize how bad I was for not being good enough to my mother during the days when I was with her. I have about 2 more years to graduate, and I will decide my housemanship based on consideration of distance from my family.
When the day came (11/11/11), I suddenly recalled of myself 3 years back during my STPM time.
9/9/2008, I had celebrated one of my friends' birthday together with other friends, I told him that subsequent year his birth date will look good with 090909, should pick up chance to made something different, or better to be said as unforgettable memories, for instance engagement. Of course he treated my words as a joke, because it depends on whether he managed to find his own soulmate before that day came.
And since I foreseen that my birth date will be look great 3 years later, I began to dream of something different during that day.
That day has come.........
Reflecting days before the date had come, 1 brain still end up as 1 brain, it never turn out to be 2 brains, similarly I will still end up with same consequence on that day. Apparently my enlightment has not come yet, still wondering around. Maybe my time has not come yet, however I believe that one day it will.
It will be rather be a waste with special memories on special date, but I can just wait for the light path to shine towards me, the 2nd brain......
And if I was given a birthday wish, then it will be the one, which I had made since 3 years ago.
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