During childhood, we all live in peace with no worries, even it still remains until school level, while we just bother about studying....
Coming up to university level really made a drastic change to myself, the difference is that sometimes it is hardly to expect everything to be as same as ur past schoolhood life.
Seriously it is true, but not every time also.
My 1st year seriously not really well for me, because i was too miserable and directless during that time. The feeling was further exaggerated by my disappointment by our Malaysia's so called apek university rejection.
However soon and later by adapting to block system in my academic studies, I began to gain confidence and ever come across my mind to grab even a little chance to help representing my faculty for a reputable competition. Having said so, it means that I never get the chance, and I understood its due to my poor performance in my exams and thats is my own fault......
In accordance to my previous blog named "Life never get smooth", I mentioned that I will try my best to retain my pride over whatever I lost, but now I would like to disclose my fate towards my intention..
I failed to retain it........................
I didn't achieve my expectation, maybe it tries to tell me that I can never go lucky like what I always experienced last time.
Through looking at the printed paper on 27 September ago, I realized about it, even though I always with a positive mind...
This is my fate due to struggling without a study companion, because I hardly study alone,as my philosophy of learning based on "Sharing is caring", but if there is no one to share, there is no point of caring....
And I can't do anything about it.......
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